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I will come back as a bug
Yeah, but nothing else will change
Still easily crushed
Still carry more than my weight
I will kick it with my bug friends
And I will still hate my dumb self
Rock bottom’s starting to feel like home
Things and I are both looking up
Cause I will try and avoid the birds
Just another day as a worm
Watch me wriggle watch me turn
Watch me slither watch me squirm
Here I am again in my room
Humming a metamorphic tune
Keep saying “things are gonna change soon”
Until I die in this cocoon
Things are gonna change soon
Humming a metamorphic tune
Things are gonna change soon
I’m gonna die in this cocoon
Things are gonna change soon
Not cause I want to because they have to
Things are gonna change soon
Cause if they don’t I don’t know what I will do
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nothing seems to last
03:00
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Every moment that’s you and I
Feels like it lasts a lifetime
And even then it’s gone
In the blink of an eye
And “I told you so”
Never had so much merit
A made-up social construct
Time after time
They told me time, it flies
And they were right
Nothing ever ends
And yet nothing seems to last
It makes no fucking sense
To let the past stay in the past
Because the sentiment stays with you
Just like you stay with me
Erase my fucking brain
And fill it with these memories
Oh please
Every moment that’s you and I
Feels like it lasts a lifetime
And even then it’s gone
In the blink of an eye
And “I told you so”
Never had so much merit
A made-up social construct
Time after time
They told me time, it flies
And they were right
And If I’m not mistaken
That’s a piece of advice
That no one’s ever taken in their life
At least I know I didn’t
I’d be lying if I said that
I do not regret
I regret it
Oh god
Nothing ever ends
And yet nothing seems to last
It makes no fucking sense
To let the past stay in the past
Because the sentiment stays with you
Just like you stay with me
Erase my fucking brain
And fill it with these memories
Take a moment
Take a breath
Take a Seat
Take it all in
But just take it from me
I must be getting old
If I’m preaching do just as your told
What happened to me?
1-2-3
Nothing ever ends
And yet nothing seems to last
It makes no fucking sense
To let the past stay in the past
Because the sentiment stays with you
Just like you stay with me
Erase my fucking brain
And fill it with these memories x2
Oh please
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two princes 2
02:45
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You are the princes younger brother
That will never see the throne
So close to first place you can taste it
I am the blue shell on rainbow road
I am the once in a lifetime night out
While your grounded at home
And when your hiding from a killer
I am the friend that calls your phone
I am an inconvenience
I am the reason
For everything that's wrong in the end
Don't try and find me
I'm too good at hiding
I don't even know where I am
You are the prince's older brother
That was turned in to a frog
I could fix this with a kiss
But why would I kiss a fucking frog?
Your a scenic city skyline
I'm a thick translucent fog
I'm a text that's left on read that says
Hey can we still talk
I am an inspiration
A pop sensation
Nobody does it like me
I must confess
That's really quite impressive
How I somehow ruin everything
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4. |
wandering off
03:37
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I spent so much time
Trying to find my way back
Just crawl my way back
And I am starting to realize
That there just might not be
Something worth going back to
If I keep wandering
Maybe I’ll stumble into something great
And that’s why I don’t mind
Wandering off
I’ve been searching for a few things
I’ve been trying to fix myself
It hasn’t been easy
But i’m trying to keep my head up
Every crack every crevice in this town
Every weakness that I’ve found
Just the little things that you notice
When your heads pointed at the ground
Your head’s pointed at the ground
And It makes me wonder
How many things out there
I have missed out on
When there’s a shroud of self-doubt
That clouds the path that I tread on
Am I too far gone?
Have I become so lost
That I became a lost cause
Cause I wandered off
A brief moment of “Where am I?”
And “Where did I sleep last night?”
This walk of shame is reassuring
Atleast I wasn’t dumb enough to drive
Every crack every crevice in this town
Every weakness that I’ve found
Just the little things that you notice
When your heads pointed at the ground
Your head’s pointed at the ground
And It makes me wonder
How many things out there
I have missed out on
When there’s a shroud of self-doubt
That clouds the path that I tread on
Am I too far gone?
Have I become so lost
That I became a lost cause
Oh am I too far gone
Oh am I too far gone
Oh am I too far gone
Have I become so lost
That I became a lost cause
I spent so much time
Trying to find my way back
Just crawl my way back
And I am starting to realize
That there just might not be
Something worth going back to
If I keep wandering
Maybe I’ll stumble into something great
And that’s why I don’t mind
Wandering off
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i believe in kohl's cash
02:25
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A concept like a soul
Might be a bit much
For a mere mortal
To understand
To comprehend
It ain’t exactly common sense
I used to hate white lies
But now I think they’re fine
If you really need a reason
To be a decent human being
Listen to me, to what I am telling you
Beware of conundrums
And conflicting truths
Listen to me, what I’m telling you is true
You shouldn’t trust me either
I wouldn’t trust me either
The most anxiety-inducing moment
In history
Must have been
When someone first discovered anxiety
Oh it’s all in my head
Nothings wrong with me
Oh no
Something must be wrong with me
I can show you treasures
I’ve never seen myself
I can lead you to heavens
That I’ve only read about
Even though I’m still alive
I’ll tell you exactly what It’s like
After you die
After you die
It’s great if you obey
It’s great if you obey
It’s great if you do
Exactly as I say
Listen to me, to what I am telling you
Beware of conundrums
And conflicting truths
Listen to me, what I’m telling you is true
I wouldn’t trust me either
You shouldn’t trust me either
I wouldn’t trust me either
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mourningwood
00:56
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I know it’s been a long time coming
But it’s nice to come along with you
You know that I been trying to write a love song
Songs I love are too
Fucking morbid, I’ll forfeit
The feelings that I caught
Every morning I’m mourning
The innocence I lost
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grand slam slugger
02:53
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Walking down to the Denny's
Got kicked out of Springfield Mall
Couldn't decide which friends to bring
So said "fuck it" and brought em all
Got seated in a second
No one there at 12 am
I looked up at the server
Name was Ender, said "back again?"
It was me at the Denny's
With like 10 of my closest friends
If I'm honest, never liked them
Was just lonely in the end
The Denny's on Baltimore Pike stood tall
That any hour diner was there though the years for us all
It was there for us all
Grabbed a ride to the Denny's
Got kicked out of Jim's on a Friday
We're fucked up as always
It's 4 am that's all you have to say
It was cozy and nostalgic
Never thought it would feel this way
But it's been years that I've come here
So i guess it was worth the wait
Don't close down
Where are we supposed to go
You saved this town
This diner was was a home
I grew up here
Did all my best thinking
Threw up here
After all my best drinking
I made some good friends
And lost some old ones
I met her here when we were both so young
Driving down past our diner
Weird to see it so dark and empty
Can't go back to how it used to be
But i'm full now thanks to Denny's
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I been looking for the easy way out
I been trying to find a different route
I been searching for the truth
Lately I’m trying to distract myself
Making jokes poking fun at my mental health
And I been asking where’s my noose
If you think I’ll stop joking about death
Well you better hold your breath
And hold it in till you are dead
I’m always looking for a cheap laugh
So I can forget just how sad
I am and how bad this could get
I just wanna know
Can someone diagnose me
Is this a disease
Is something wrong with me
Fuck nature running its course
I wanna be reassured
Tell me honestly
Is something wrong with me
I bought a comfy mattress to snooze
Still spend my nights in the living room
Cause I find no comfort in my bed
I find comfort in just a few things
Like music my friends and booze
And the idea of a permanent end
I just wanna know
Can someone diagnose me
Is this a disease
Is something wrong with me
Fuck nature running its course
I wanna be reassured
Tell me honestly
Is something wrong with me
I’m either binge-watching television or
Cringing at something I did
Back when I was like 14-15
When I was still young and naive
I know that maybe I still am
I thought that maybe this would end
By the time that I was fully grown
Will I ever feel comfortable being alone x2
I just wanna know
Can someone diagnose me
Is this a disease
Is something wrong with me
Fuck “nature running it’s course”
I just wanna be reassured
Tell me honestly
Is something wrong with me
Is something wrong with me
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9. |
the mawth
01:25
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Finally broke out of this cocoon
Yeah, but nothing else has changed
I’m still equally doomed
From my infernal fate
And my family members say
That I should enjoy my prime
So I waste away the day
And stay up all night
Is that so wrong?
I think I stayed up too long
Cause I can see the sunrise
And I’ve never felt so mesmerized in my life
I used to feel so satisfied
Whenever I would find
Something that shines
And now the mother fucking sun’s
Something I’ve become jealous of
There’s something rewarding
Dealing with warming feeling of the sun
And it’s a feeling that I want
So it is just what I’ll become
Who gave it the right
To burn so fucking bright
I could do it if I try
I could be it if I try
And that’s why
I will fly directly toward the light
And I will have my time to shine
No more hiding in the night
I will set myself on fire
I’ll ignite and finally I
Will be the brightest thing in sight
I will burn alive at least I will until I die
I will burn alive at least I will until I die
I will burn alive at least I will until I die
Oh I will burn alive Atleast I will until I die
I will burn alive at least I will until I die
I will burn alive at least I will until I die
I will burn alive at least I will until I die
Oh I will burn alive Atleast I will until I die
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dr. feelokay Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
another philly emo band.
not a real doctor.
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